[[ negativity under the cut ]]
[[ I'm getting to that point where I just want to quit. I want to give up. I hate my writing, I hate my art, I hate everything about myself. It feels pointless. I want to reach out and interact but then my brain tells me I'm just being annoying and I'm the least interesting version. And logically, I know that's not the case. Everyone brings something different to portrayals. But I can't help that awful voice inside telling me otherwise. I hate myself and I'm starting to hate my portrayal. ]]







